Nothing much happen today at work. Just get to know a shocking news today. One of my director are leaving the company soon. His last day will be on 24th this month. It's really sad to know that he is leaving after working for so many years in this company. I do think that this company will not stand any longer. All the talented people are leaving and opening their own company. I don't know whether it's a good things or is it a bad things. But what i feel is that it's bad for BCI and it's good for their future. I hope for the best future to my director and everything will be smooth for him in his future undertakings.
I feel very sad yesterday as i do think that my dear likes to spend his time with his friends more than spending it with me. He keeps going to play games which upsets me a lot. I totally can't sleep the whole night and keep turning here and there. Although he is not doing anything unfaithful to me or he is cheating behind my back but it just upsets me to know that he keeps playing games. I don't know whether did he plan for the future or not. I just don't know what he has for the future. And i don't want to get married with someone that will keep going to play games with his friends after we got married. It's not like we are going to get married soon or will we ever be getting married. Just that this kind of things do concern me.
Tomorrow will be going for a karaoke session with my friend Kira at Jurong Safra. At least i got some time for my own. I did make a decision not to meet my dear so much. Really have to stop meeting him too much because we are really running out of conversation. Maybe what he said is right. We don't talk much is because we meet each other too frequently and maybe other couple did meet up once every week or every two weeks. I really don't know. This is the only solution that i can think about. If this is why he does not have anything to talk to me. Then what about if we really are going to get married? What will happen then when we are actually staying together with each other and also see each other daily? I really don't know what to expect.
Don't want to think too much of what the future have for me. What i know is that i need to live happily with my life. Life is short and i should live it to the fullest. If not my life will be wasted. I should do things that can make me happy. I am no longer young anymore. I am getting older and older each day. I feels like my body and health is getting worse each day. I should really take good care of myself. I am not on my own diet plan. Should not eat too much. And i am also keeping up my own body to the best as i can.
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