In the afternoon i manage to chat with dear for awhile on facebook. He manage to get online for awhile because he is having lunch at kenny rogers and they provide wireless internet connection. Although he have only been away for one day, i feels that i have started to miss him a lot. He is really important to me. Is this what people call love?
Sometimes i really don't understand what love is, sometimes it will hurt you badly and sometimes it will make you happy until you feels like you can touch the sky. Love is a very complicated emotion. You will never ever be able to understand what love is. There is a lot of definition on love. People always say that there is no right or wrong in love. It's just depends on how you see it and how you feel about it.
I really hope that i have finally found the one that i truly love and i hope that he is the person that will stay with me forever until death do us part. I want to grow old with him. I wan to walk through the hard and smooth path with him holding each other's hand and guiding each other through the life. I have once told him that he is really important to me and i really can't live without him. And i did told him that he will be my last. If this relationship does not work out. I will never ever going to find another ever again. He is the only that i wan to live my life with. That is what i am hoping for. There is no other that can replace him.
That is why it is really important to me to change myself so that i will not give him too much trouble. I hope that i can settle all my things and won't give him anymore trouble next year. That is my biggest resolution for next year. To change for the better so that both of us can be with each other happily.
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