Not feeling happy

It's Saturday and i am suppose to meet my sister (Ze Teng) at east coast park for an activity this morning but i end up making an excuse not to go because i am financially low. So i rather stay at home and spend more time with my dear. So i sleep until 10am and then my dear sms me telling me that he have already wake up. So i ask him whether he want me to go over? And he ask me to go shower then go over. So after my shower i went over to look for him and wait for him to prepare to go back to office because he needs to open the door for the telemarketers. We went to his office around 1pm because the telemarketers say that they will be late. And we have been waiting for like 2 hours in the office and we are feeling hungry. So we decided not to wait for them and went to have out lunch. Just in time when we reach downstairs they reach and it's raining. So my dear pass them his access card and then we went to eat lunch. Just a simple mix rice lunch.

Then we spend the whole afternoon in his office, him doing his stuff and me doing mine and also playing games on facebook. He said that after he is done then we need to go down to Bugis to change his shirt that his sister brought for him for his birthday present. So after doing his stuff it's almost 6pm and we went back and i told him that i wanted to change into something more comfortable and then he went home and check whether his mother got cook for dinner or not. So he sms me saying that his mother got cook dinner, so we plan to go to Bugis after the dinner.

During dinner time, he ask me whether is it okie that he went to play games with his colleagues. I think i really don't know how to say no to him. Although deep down inside i am not happy that he keeps going to play games with his friends. But what am i? What can i do about it? He should have his own time. Some more being with me is just too bored. That is why i did not make any noise when he said that. I know that i am not happy but there is nothing that i can do about it. So after dinner we drove to Bugis and get his cloths change and then i get something from Watson. He is the one that pay but i am sure that i am going to return him back the money,because currently i am really very low in financial. So i really need his support. After everything i decided to take mrt home so that he don't have to send me back and then went back out to Park lane to meet his friends to play games. I am trying to be more considerate. It hurts me very much. But like i said there is nothing that i can do about it. I know that i am sad. It's Saturday night and i am all alone at home. Such a boring life i have. Even he finds that i am bored to be with that is why he spend most of his time with his friends than me.