I have not write for a few days now. Some happy and unhappy moment happen to me last weekend. How can someone be so forgetful until they forgotten the one that they loved like an item or a task. It does hurt me a lot when i know that he can totally forget about me. Maybe i am not that important to him at all. It makes me wonder what is actually going on in his mind at that time. Because we went in together and he can actually forget about me and let me waited for 10mins and also to take up the courage to open the male washroom to call his name. What am interesting experience to me. I have never ever forget about him. Sometimes i do think that he told me that he loves me everyday, but does he really mean it? Can some one utter the 3 words without even mean it? I can swear that whenever i told him that i love him, i really mean it from the bottom of my heart and it feels like when i first utter the 3 words to him when we start dating and my heart will beat very fast. I won't what does he feels like when he told me that he loves me or miss me.. Does he really mean it or it's just a daily routine to him to utter those words to me or just to make me feels happy. If he does not mean it, then i rather he don't utter it to me, because i know that i will be very hurt if i know that he does it just because it's a routine.
My happy moment is that i went over to my friend house and help her clean up the house because one of his colleague is moving in with her for temporary. I knew her colleague too. He is really fun to be with and really funny. He always make us laugh. Although cleaning up the whole place are really tiring, but it makes me feels that the bond between me and my friends are strong. We have been there for each other no matter what happen. This is how close we are. Although we don't share everything together but we do understand each other a lot. Like there is a lot of things in common. And sometimes we will even have the same thinking or even say the same thing at the same time. That is how close we are. I will treasure this friendship with all my heart and will never ever let anything to happen to this friendship. I want to grow old with her and will always be there for her whenever i can.
Today is a very tiring day for me because there is so many things waiting for me to finish up. It's like taking me forever to finish up all the things. There is a submission today that need to be finished up and people keep passing me other stuff. I feels like i almost gone crazy with all the stuff on my desk. But i feels better now after i finish up the project that is due today...
This is my day...
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