It's been such a long time i did not write. Have been living very happily here at my new place. It's already been staying here for 3 month. I think i am more happy staying here than any other place. Although it's a bit hard for me on the financial side but i am still fine. What to do... just got to work hard lor.

As for work, everything went fine just that sometimes it's a bit bored. Have the thinking of changing job but with the economy like that no one dare to move. It will be hard to look for job. Some more this is an international company. Should be safe to be here. Woking here have been like a robot. It's like everyday doing the same old things and stuff.

As for love life, everything still went smoothly. Maybe because we are still in the honeymoon period so everything is still very sweet. I really don't know what will happen after the honeymoon period. Hope that things will not change too much for the both of us. I like the way it is right now. But can really tell that he really loves me a lot and he can give me anything that i want. He is working very hard to earn more for future. I am not very sure whether we are going to be together or not in the future because his planning is to get married after 5 yrs. What i know right now is that i feel blissful to have him with me.

What is love actually. Sometimes i use to have this kind of feeling of happy and fear. Recently i have a lot of friends who is planning to get married. And i have this jealous feeling. Why do i have such feelings? There is this guy that use to chase me last time and i have rejected him. He is going to propose to his girlfriend soon. He seems to be very successful in his career. He is now looking for their love nest. In a way i feels happy for him but in the same time i feels jealous. If i were to accept him that time i might be married too. But too bad that i don't have feelings for him.

Sometimes i will think that will he propose to me. 5 yrs seems to be a very long period. Haha... maybe i can't wait to be married.

Hahaha don't know what am i talking liao le...