Wow did not realise that i have actually stop writting for so long since January 12th. It's already March and i have already moved to a new place with new environment and new housemate. I am currently living under the same roof as Agnes and Kira. The rental is a bit too expensive for me but i hope that i can go through this with no problem. But too bad that family problem hit me right in the face. Have not plan that this kind of things will happen to my family member.
Totally broke for this whole month and only left $7 for me to use for the whole month and it's only 12th. Still have two more weeks to go before i received my pay. Guess how am i going to survive for the whole two week? I totally have no idea how. I am desparate to look for freelance to do, but i don't know how. Why this kind of things happen to me? Why me? This month really a bit tight.
This saturday is Kira's birthday, don't know why don't have the feeling of going, maybe it's because i know that i will have to use money if i go. But i have no choice as in she is my housemate, if i don't go it's like i don't respect her or give her face... So no matter what i will go to the dinner. Hope that everything goes fine.
Oh yeah i have already started my new relationship with this guy name Rooney Tay. He is very understanding, caring and nice. I feels comfortable and secure around him. Feels like i am being protected when i am with him. He did offer to help me but i refuse his help and somehow i feel that he is either angry or sad because i don't allow him to help me. I just don't know how to explain to him that i don't want to drag him down as i know his financial is not really that good as well. That is why i don't allow him to help me. I hope that he will understand what i am trying to do. Hope that he will not get angry with me.
It is really hard to go through this kind of situation because i need a lot of support and motivation. I have to work hard for this... Work hard and don't give up... I am sure that i can go through this... I can do it... Life is not easy with the economy now... I can't even go out to look for part-time as i am holding just a work-permit. Unless i am a PR then i can go look for part-time. Planning to apply for PR but not now because really can't affort it. As PR needs to pay for CPF and when they cut my salary then i will be in more trouble as my pay is not really that hight. How i wish that i can get a higher pay...
So this is my life stage 1 that i need to go through... Wish me luck ok... Work hard and work smart...
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