Planning

After so many things have happen to me, i have decided that i have to totaly change myself. I need to face the problem that i have created. I can't run away from it. I got to be strong. Although i know that the chances of me being together with him again is 0% but i will proof to him that i will be more mature and i will take responsible of what i have done. I still miss him very much as usual. And i will not throw it away as i know that i love him very much. My love for him will never change and he will be forever in my heart till my last breath.

It's sunday today and nothing much to do at home. Don't have the mood to do my freelance. After things happen, i prefer staying at home more. Not like last time, like to go here and there trying to explore. I will control my life more in the future because what he said about me is true. I am just too wild. So nothing much after waking up around 11pm went out to the living room and watch TV with the thai girl(house mate). Then around 12pm we went out to hougang festival mall to get our lunch. Wah don't know why today eat quiet a bit. I take-away economic rice and also chee cheong fun. Normally weekend i will have not much appetite to eat but today don't know what happen. Just feel like eating.

Ok i think this is quiet boring, i will continue with my planning. This evening i called my sister and we are planning to get a car for my parents as they will be coming back next month. So they need a car to get around. What i am planning is after getting the car for my parents then i will plan of getting a new tablet PC/laptop. The model that i am interested in is HP TX2032AU. I think the price range will be around S$1300. Am waiting for the answer from my brother as i have ask him to check for me. It's a tablet so that it will be much more easier for me to do my freelance. I would like to invest in this because really planning to get more freelance job. Like what he told me, i really have to plan for my future and the calculation that he told me before really give me a shock. That is why i need to plan more. As he ask me to be more mature, i will be more mature. After getting my new laptop will plan to learn more on my webdesign skill. He is right, I graduate in this field, if i don't do this then it will be a waste of money. That is why i plan to polish my skill in webdesign. Will get more book and online to find more information about this. Hope that i can get my first job.

Currently helping one of my colleague on her website for her proffessor. So will start from here and then will look for more ler. Well that is my planning for now. Wish me all the best on finding my own success ok. Cheers...