I really don't know don't know what i can do anymore. I find myself very annoying and useless. i just can't stop thinking about him. I have been depressed for a few days now and it seems like it's getting even more worse. Whenever i have free time or not doing anything i will start to think about him and think about what i have done to make him so angry of me. Why can't i be more strong. I love him so much and yet i still do something that make him so angry and now he is ignoring me.
My friend keep advising me not to disturb him, not to sms him or call him but i did not listen, because i really miss him a lot. I am so scare of loosing him. I am trying to think all positive things but to no avail and all the negative imagination keeps coming into my mind and i am so scare. Then think kind of things just makes me miss him more and i can't even think straight. Is there someone out there that can save me? I need help. I need help on how can i get him back. How can i win his heart back. I only need one last chance to show him that i am changing for the better. That is what i need. I have already said that i am willing to do anything and willing to give up anything just for him to forgive me and give me just one last chance.
It's hurting me so much this few days and i really don't know when i will loose control and gone insane......
I miss him very much
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