It is so painful to wait for the time pass. It's been 4 days now without any reply from him. Don't know what he is up to and my mind keep thinking that he have give up on me and look for someone better. I have tried to convince myself that he is not that type of guy. And my friends also advise me that i should not think something bad like this. But it's really hard to control. I will not think about it during my working time but all this kind of negetive thinking will come back when i am about to get to sleep.
Lying there on my bed staring up to the ceiling makes me even miss him more and without any reply from him make things even worse. I will be happy even with a simple message from him, but i guess he is still very very upset with what i have done till he is so cold towards me. There is a lot of things that i wanted to tell him, but i know that he is still in the stage of cooling down. So my friend advise me not to disturb him.
It's almost weekend and i will be staying home doing my freelance. I will be facing sorrows again this weekend as i am sure that i will think even more of him. And some more it's almost end of the month. Don't know want to go back to hometown or not. What if he does not want me to go back?
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